The Colour Purple

Makan Makan?

2011-02-17T06:29:00.000-08:00

A week long of going up and down to the hospital. Today is the most interesting day.

Brought Busu's friend along because Mama needed a massage, we were half an hour early before the visiting hours. Went to the cafeteria, waited for Kak Minah to finish her teh tarik. I decided not to order, wasn't comfortable with the surrounding. So I looked around, and sat this funny looking Aunty in a red blouse with stockings and sandal. Who wears that? She was enjoying her meal, and I think I might have looked at her for quite some time cause she was so striking. Suddenly, she stood up and brought her plate along and walked towards me. She came to me, holding her plate up and said "Banyak makan, makan,makan" or that's what I thought she said. She offered me her food. I froze and replied with a " err no, Thank You". She then walked back to her table and continued eating.

Too cute.

Horrifying at the same time.

Finals Hangover.

2011-02-01T03:25:00.000-08:00

First day, he turned and smiled at me.

Second day, he waved at me.

Third day, I said goodbye and happy holidays.

Girls are taught a lot of stuff growing up: if a boy punches you he likes you, never try to trim your own bangs, and someday you will meet a wonderful guy and get your very own happy ending.

Every movie we see, every story we're told implores us to wait for it: the third act twist, the unexpected declaration of love, the exception to the rule but sometimes we're so focused on finding our happy ending we don't learn how to read the signs. How to tell the ones who want us from the ones who don't, the ones who will stay and the ones who will leave.

And maybe a happy ending doesn't include a guy, maybe it's you, on your own, picking up the pieces and starting over, freeing yourself up for something better in the future. Maybe the happy ending is just moving on. Or maybe the happy ending is this: knowing after all the unreturned phone calls and broken-hearts, through the blunders and misread signals, through all the pain and embarrassment... you never gave up hope.

You CAN'T force a man to love. He has to WANT to.

You CAN'T tell a man to take you to places. He has to WANT to.

Why do people like to mess up with my head before,during and even after final exams?

Godbless.

Wedded Bliss.

2011-01-23T01:31:00.000-08:00

Congrats to the newlyweds, Nadia Hani & Erwan.

Thanks Nadirah for inviting us to your sister's beautiful wedding.

Wonder why I put up the last pic? That Uncle was the sweetest at the table. He had helped me with my food, served the rice and dishes. I didn't expect it and was awed by his gesture, couldn't stop smiling while eating. His wife was seated next to him at that time, Aunty, You are a very lucky woman! Heheh. I love weddings and old people?

Cheers & Godbless.

I Feel Like Blogging!

2011-01-21T06:32:00.000-08:00

I had class last Wednesday, It was from 9am-12pm then 5pm-9pm. Had Mc'D for breakfast.

During the lunchbreak, I had gone to Domino's in CJ to get some bites. I'd rather do a take out when am alone. Usually I would go for rice, soup and alike if Syaz is around. So then I ordered my food, the server took a rather long time to key in my order, guess he was a new staff there. Paid for the pizza and sat for a bit. A lady in green kurung was already there waiting for her food as well. While I was pulling a chair, I smiled at her and didn't expect that she would say Hi. I replied awkwardly, with an uhm Hey. Then there was a pause. I was looking at my phone texting a friend, when I was done with it and put my phone away, she continued with a query. "So, girl are you a local?". I smirked unknowingly. Said, yes I am. She smiled and said you don't look like one, I asked why'd she say so. "It's the nose, looks like an Arab". Ahh a tanned arab? She just laughed softly. Am bad with starting/continuing conversations with strangers. It'll take me some time. This lady then ask what I was doing in Cj, said that she's a lecturer from IIUM. She had come all the way to get this special bread that the family like to have for dinner and lunch. Roti Arab of some sort? She had taken out a few from the plastic bag and showed them to me and I touched it, am not sure if it was appropriate to touch others' food but they were wrapped in plastic, assume it's alright.

Moral of the story?

I don't know.

Talking to a stranger could be fun?

She kinda made my day for whatever reason.

Her food was ready then, we shook hands and she took off with her fiery red JLB Merc.

Green building in the picture? That's where am staying as of now.

Godbless.

Everything's Changing.

2011-01-10T01:33:00.000-08:00

You pick your words so carefully
You hate to think you're hurting me
You leave me laughing on the floor.

I thought we were just hanging out
So why'd you kiss me on the mouth?
You thought the way you taste would get me high.

You went to all your friends to brag
Guys are always such a drag

Don't you know that
I...
I DON'T give a damn about you
I WON'T give it up, no NOT for you
I'm NOT gonna cry about some stupid guy
A guy who thinks he's ALL that

Everytime you go away
It actually kinda makes my day
(:

Happy 2011

2011-01-05T05:54:00.000-08:00

Cuppies Syaz, A'liah and I made for the New Year.

Our much needed catch up session on the first day of 2011!

Gift from lovely Izzy (:

Eizaaz spent the new year's eve at our home.

A tribute comment from a dear lecturer, Thanks for the thought. Appreciate it much (:

My 2011 started off great.
I know it's not possible to ask for a perfect life but I hope this year will be good throughout and so will the years to come.
Amin.

Godbless

Thoughtful Mates

2010-12-29T09:42:00.001-08:00

If I could describe beauty in friendships,

It would be the littlest things that friends do for you.
May it be giving gifts, writing comments, texts, e-mails or a simple gesture of gratitude. Shows that you are in their thoughts.

My prayers are always with those who remember, appreciate and take me as I am.

And of course, I return each favour in my own ways ;)

Much ♥

Here are the stuffs from some of my precious jewels :-

Physical distance brings no significance in friendships that are built based on trust, love and care for one another.

Godbless.

Boys Will Be Boys, Yes They Will.

2010-12-29T08:48:00.000-08:00

This the way you left me, I'm not pretending.

No hope,No love,No glory, No Happy Ending.

This the way we love, like it's forever, To live the rest of our life, but not together.

Wake up in the morning, stumble on my life, can't get no love without sacrifice.

If anything should happen, I guess I wish you well.

A little bit of heaven, but a little bit of hell.

This is the hardest story that I've ever told, happy endings gone forever more.

I feel as if I'm wasted and I'm wastin' every day.

Please don't worry bout me I'm fine, Trust me when I say that I'll be okay,

Go on, Boy.

Give me reason but don't give me choice.

Cause I'll just make the same mistake again.

And maybe someday we will meet, and maybe talk and not just speak.

Godbless.

What A Week!

2010-12-27T10:51:00.000-08:00

POKE YOU?

FINALS!

What a week it was!

* I failed the JPA test, well I sort of expected it.
* I got blood clot on my toes, the first time ever getting it from doing sports after 22 years
of my life.
* Slammed my finger on the sliding door.
* Spilled water on my phone.

On the contrary,

* Celebrated parents' awesome 25th Wedding Anniversary at 3 different venues.
* Went to Christmas party at Roy's with fun mates.
* Met a few interesting people with interesting encounters ;) [Florist, BR, MPSJ]

This is the part of my life where I experience good & bad at once.
I cannot describe the feeling, but I guess it is just part of being alive.
Godbless.

Foxy.

2010-12-06T10:41:00.000-08:00

Thank You For The Gorgeous Gifts.

A two way route it, we will be

Godbless (:

Dec Itinerary

2010-11-28T10:29:00.001-08:00

Get Married?

2010-11-20T10:24:00.000-08:00

Sometime last week, during breaktime.......

Anon : "You shouldn't be here, you should find someone, get married and live happily."

Me : "Errr excuse me?"

This is the second time I was asked whether if I had a boyfriend/spouse/someone.

It was rather weird. This person is somewhat old, er much older than I am, I think.

Someone I got to know just recently and somewhat earned my respect not by choice.

Me : "I am too young for that shit and definitely not ready."

Anon : "Why not?"

Me : "Again am only 22. I haven't lived yet. I mean not lived long enough to experience that yet and am not here to look for a potential husband."

Anon : "Ahh it's either you are ambitious or you've had bad experience"

Me : "The latter."

Anon : "No wonder."

Me : "How'd you figure? "

Anon : "I teach ** maaa, of course I know"

I laughed cynically and continued with doing my work.

One of the weirdest conversation I've ever had with somebody of such position.

I guess that person meant no harm.

But why was I asked such questions, do I appear desperate/like i don't belong in the group?

Who Cares.

2010-11-16T04:21:00.000-08:00

I gave you everything, but it just wasn't enough, to make you stay

You said you'd give me time and space again

I asked to see you everyday

Now I'm waiting four years just to feel your touch, waiting four whole years to say how much I care

The flowers I gave you, died, lost and been thrown away, just like me

Life has passed me by, reflected in my eye

Never again will I have you beside me, you to be there

The years behind cost more than I'll ever have,

More than I’ll ever have,

More than I will ever have

Now I'm waiting four years just to hear your voice, waiting four whole years to lie right by your side

I waited all this time, just to see hear your voice

I waited all this time to say how much I care.

2010-11-09T22:47:00.000-08:00

The system in mmu is such everything is online. I was exposed with similar system in Inti but then it wasn't so much dependent on it solely. Still adjusting myself to get used to checking the system frequently so I don't miss out on any detail. I used to have Reshveen printing every notes, cases, outlines. Now it's all on me.

MMU is very different. The campus is bigger in size, the people are somewhat more diverse than at Inti Subang. I get weird expressions and comments here from random individuals and coursemates. They're not cynical or degrading comments, just compliments and disbelief remarks.

Living away from home is a bitch. No home cooked food on weekdays. In a different light, am grateful that I don't have to stay at the hostel and the pad we're renting is cosy.

My Sis and I, we have been actively going for netball practice. Our only outdoor activity for now. Aside from swimming for Syaz.

More updates soon!

This Saturday will be the day i sit for my PTD exam. Hope everything will go smoothly. Especially with Math & History questions!

Godbless.

More Exams? For A Job.

2010-10-29T23:55:00.000-07:00

The number of/details about the exams

The time for each slot

Aaaaaaah.

"Take learning as a fun thing to do, a beautiful journey NOT a chore or a burden"
My OB lecturer's take on education.

Wooh Fierce Predictions.

2010-10-25T08:01:00.000-07:00

I don't believe in astrology but I love reading it for fun.
This particular one has a nice take to it.
Hence, this post ;)

Never My Intention To Brag.

2010-10-22T12:17:00.000-07:00

PARAMORE Live in Malaysia 191010

The best concert yet. We queued outside at 4pm, entered the stadium at about 7.15, got into the 6th row filled with a bunch of stuck up college kids. Show started at 8ish, squeezed our way through right after the opening act. Managed to hustle to the front row. Ngeheh. Enjoyed the show very much.

Souvenirs from the concert :

(a) insults , curses and backmouthing from those stuck up kids
(b) bruises on our legs and hands
(c) my chest hurts still from squeezing, leaning, pushing through to the front
(d) guitar pick!
(e) sweet sweet memories.

Made friends with some of the fans. I remember pushing a few guys who are much bigger than i am, taught a dude who came alone to the concert how to secure the front spot but he ended up standing behind of me throughout the show. He even asked whether if it's alright to lean his head on my shoulder cause he was tired/couldn't breathe or something like that. Said do what you have to dude, it's cool. Met a few familiar faces from school. Juniors mostly, Adlina, Irfaan and I don't remember his name, let's just call him cute nerd. And stupid Oliver was there too.

Syaz & Mil are such awesome concert buds.

More to come, God Willing. Cheers!

Back To School!

2010-10-02T23:26:00.000-07:00

My Beautiful Chest X-Ray

Handbook, Freebie & Confirmation Letter.

Believe it or not, am going to Graduate School.
Please Allah, let this be a smooth sailing journey.
Protect me from all the bad and evil & Provide me with strengths and guidance.
Amin.

Godbless.

Spot On.

2010-10-02T23:19:00.000-07:00

Work.

2010-09-27T12:18:00.000-07:00

My first job offer after graduating.

Why do things happen without our consent?

Guess it's true what they say about life.

Full of unexpected events, surprises.

Godbless.

What?

2010-09-24T12:13:00.000-07:00

Are all Gina/Geena bitches?
Am starting to think just that.
My apologies if anyone is offended by my remark,
But if you're not one, why should you feel upset?

Godbless.

Look What Ma Made Me Do.

2010-09-23T09:45:00.000-07:00

I picked choice #2 onwards.

Just for the fun of it.

Let's just see what comes back.

What I Do Best.

2010-09-13T09:43:00.000-07:00

I always find I always find somethin' wrong
You been puttin' up wit' my shit just way too long
I'm so gifted at findin' what I don't like the most
So I think it's time for us to have a toast

Let's have a toast for the douchebags,
Let's have a toast for the assholes,
Let's have a toast for the scumbags,
Every one of them that I know
Let's have a toast to the jerkoffs

That'll never take work off
Baby, I got a plan

Run away fast as you can

And I just blame everything on you
At least you know that's what I'm good at.

That Is Not How You Want It To Be.

2010-09-11T10:17:00.000-07:00

She was my once in a lifetime
Happy ending come true
Oh I guess I should have told her
But I thought she knew

She said I took her for granted
Last thing I would do
Oh I'll never understand it
'Cause I thought she knew

I thought she knew
My world revolved around her
My love light burns for her alone
But she couldn't see the flame
Only myself to blame
I should have known
I should have known

A heart full of words left unspoken
Now that we're through
I'd sell my soul to have this silence broken
Oh I thought she knew
I thought she knew

it has to laugh

it has to cry
it has to find
it has to lose
it will sigh in loneliness every morning and evenings
every hearts which attempts to love.

with laughter on its lips, with water in its eyes
a true love is one which sacrifices itself happily
it has to stop
it has to continue
it has to wither away
it has to burn
which will suffer other's pain too silently

flowers do not blossom on every branch of a tree
everyone doesn't get love of his/her life
it has to be lonely
it will suffer in music of shehnai
sometimes amidst its own
or sometimes in the shadows
it will traverse thorn ridden paths with a smile

Every Hearts Which Attempts to Love
:)

Eid 100910

2010-09-11T08:32:00.000-07:00

"Hani, your house is very welcoming, there isn't any hierarchical barrier." (Ahmad. I)

"Nur, your house is very homey, comfortable. Beautiful place." (Pang. Y)

Those were comments i received from friends who came to celebrate Eid with my family.
I thought those were indications of what a house should be, a home, filled with love.

Am glad you guys felt at home.
Thank you for being part of my Eid celebration this year and hopefully more to come.

Families are NOT necessarily/only formed through BLOOD but through LOVE.
Godbless.

Unsung Valedictorian

2010-09-09T01:26:00.001-07:00

A very good afternoon to Professor Tim Wilson, Vice-Chancellor of University of Hertfordshire, Mr Graham Doxey, Deputy CEO of Laureate International Universities, President Tan Yew Sing, President of INTI Group of Colleges, Professor Dr Lee Fah Onn, Vice Chancellor of INTI-UC, Mrs Joyce Yuen, principal of INTI College Subang Jaya, representatives from the University of Hertfordshire, lecturers, parents, fellow graduates and all whom are at present.

Wow it’s amazing to be here, truly an honour for me to be here, to stand in front of everyone especially you graduates to pass my speech. I bet none of you have ever thought I’d be a valedictorian, especially on this beautiful day. Well, I’m sorry for turning the day which you all have ever dreamt of, into a nightmare with my long and windy speech which you all are about to listen to and ultimately doze off - SOON. Mind you, this is only the introduction of my speech.

Well here we are - the graduating class of 2010 , the best graduates of all time from the greatest college in Malaysia - Inti College Subang Jaya and Inti-UC. Honestly, I actually thought of how to make my speech interesting – BUT I COULDN’T THINK OF ANYTHING, went to the extent of Googling “Valedictorian Speech 101” – COULDN’T FIND ANYTHING EITHER. It feels like as though the articles or resources found on the database for assignments are invalid.

But anyhow, let’s take a walk down memory lane.

My fellow graduates,

It just seems like yesterday when all of our parents complained of how silly we were in our younger years - wetting our beds at night, not knowing how to tie our shoe laces or even wearing the left shoe in the right foot and the right shoe in the left foot.

It just seems like yesterday when all of us had high school crush, ordering roses from social clubs during Valentine’s Day, made it deliver to the classroom to the girl/guy sitting just next to us with a note saying “I like you, but I’m shy. Love, Anonymous”. What a way of replacing our beautiful names to a plain dull boring common name - Anonymous. Also the time we hope High School days would end faster and get into college as soon as possible.

It just seems like yesterday when all of the ICSJ graduates walked into the campus and thought “OHHH MAN, NOT ANOTHER HIGH SCHOOL ENVIRONMENT, WHAT A PLACE TO BE IN”, before the new building was up.

It just seems like yesterday when we last wore this robe in kindergarten at the age of 6 and here we are, wearing it again, looking exactly like Harry Porter and Company - only much cooler and less nerdy.

It’s crazy to think that 3 years of college life flew by just like that and a lot of us did not know each other back then – Nur Azhani who was much shorter back then and now 0.25 inch taller, do take note of her height when she walks up the stage later,Reshveen who was definitely much more quiet back then, but ohh my where did my quiet Reshveen go to, and the whole bunch of you whom I didn’t know back then but grew closer to me as the years went by.

My fellow graduates,

Let’s admit it, happiness, elated, joyful, euphoric was what we felt right after our final exam of the entire degree, possibly the very last exam for some of us. But let us not hide from the fact that all of us felt a pinch of sadness as we all know that this day would be the very last day of our college years.

Let us remember the highs and lows of our college life. Let us remember the better days - snickering at lecturers at the back of the class, trying to outwit the security guard who didn’t allow us to wear slippers into the campus, buttering the lecturer just to get extra marks (which it honestly didn’t work at all), completion of assignments after sleepless nights due to procrastination, instead putting the blame on Facebook. AhhhHhh! Those are the better days of our college life, but what about the least delightful moments – lecturers sending us warning letters which they claim as “love letters” (how nice of them), getting kicked out from group assignments, the anxiety before the final exam of each semester and the awaiting of results. I believe all these experiences will definitely be engraved in our hearts and minds forever.

My fellow graduate,

Throughout my entire college years, what I have enjoyed the most, apart from learning PEST, SWOT, Life Cycle, 4P’s (day in, day out! YES I “ENJOYED” THESE MOMENTS) is of course “indulging” myself in student’s activities and joining the Student Council known as INTIMA. Before I joined INTIMA, I had the perception of INTIMA is only for the famous, for the popular ones, for the crème de la crème of the college but MAN I was wrong! Any TOM, DICK AND HARRY AND EVEN SALLY could have joined INTIMA and that includes me the plain old average Joe. But as I was in INTIMA, I thought to myself, good gracious – what have I gotten myself into. The never ending meetings, staying back late after college hours for discussions, having to spend breaks in the office instead of with friends and having Mommy to constantly call me to check on me and make sure I wasn’t out having a jolly good time instead. That is the life when you’re in INTIMA.

But things have begun to change towards the end of our life in INTIMA. All of us started missing each meeting, the discussions which NEVER HAD conclusion, we missed every single event organized by clubs and societies, we missed getting to know people from different cultures and backgrounds – the international students, we even missed going into meetings with the Management and demanding for the unnecessary and will definitely miss our “brotherhood” gang (which the excos have self acclaim themselves).

The fondest memory which I had in INTIMA was organizing the Conference whereby Excos from other INTIMA under Inti Group came together to discuss the operations, problems and collectively discussed solutions to overcome these problems. From there we bonded with each other. We used to see Metropolitan’s Student Council as an enemy – NOT ANYMORE. We even had road trips with Inti-UC to Penang to visit Inti-Penang and sure we had loads of fun. Just to brag a little, during paintball, ICSJ whooped Inti-UC’s Exco although outnumbered and with zero casualties on our side.

But beneath this joy and fun experience, we have learnt that as an Exco, we carry the motto of “service above self” by fighting for the welfare and the rights of the students although most of you don’t see it as that way sometimes. We have learnt the importance of friendship and how friendship makes the team moves forward. Most importantly, we have learnt that teamwork is the fundamental and that everyone is a leader in a team and that no one is lesser than the other. It does not mean that the higher position you hold, it means you’re more powerful than the rest - that would be the wrong perception. I have to admit that I would definitely miss all these bittersweet experience which I have obtained during my tenure in INTIMA. By the way, a little marketing here, ICSJ would be having IntiBall on July 8, in Sunway Hotel, please be there okay.

Okay now enough of the drama, I’m going to move on to my thank you list, so listen out for your names because I know you want to be acknowledged by me

Ladies and Gentlemen,

Allow me to first and foremost thank God for all the blessings which He has showered upon you and I and I believe that without His abundance and blessings, none of this would have happened today, especially to me, standing here as your valedictorian for today. I continue to pray that His blessings may shower upon each and every one of you in whatever you do and in your future undertakings. I truly believe that prayers are often heard and answered so “~Don’t stop believing!”…

On a personal note, I also like to thank my family who has been my backbone my entire life. To my dearest Mommy, thank you for the wonderful words of wisdom all this years and for the prayers. I have never doubted in a mother’s prayer. Also Mommy, I’d like to thank you for the endless nagging which you have given me, pulling my ears many a times just so I would get my lazy butt to start off my assignments and me to start studying for my finals. To Pa, my handsome old man – Thank you for buying back snacks for me to chew on during late nights whilst studying, and also thank you for the words of wisdom of which sounds like this “My handsome son, study hard, so in future you could get me a Chelsea jersey and cable TV for me to watch football”. My dear parents, thank you for turning me into an independent and a strong willed young man. To my darling sister Grace, thank you for setting such high benchmark in the family so much so I see you as my competitor and thrive to push myself, also thank you for the advice when it comes to studies, work and also in getting girls. To Joshua, thank you for the distraction at home and using you as an excuse so I could go to college to study instead. All in all, thank you for the support and guidance which you have given me and I pray that this day would be the day I make you proud.

Not forgetting Nur Azhani’s family,

To Ma, Pa, Busu and Kak Syaz thank you for the words of encouragement whenever I started having doubts in myself. Also thank you for making me delicious food whenever I go over. I am very lucky to self-acclaim myself as your adopted son.

Yes, the lecturers, you’re definitely not forgotten. Thank you so so so so very much – FOR NOT GIVING UP ON US. Also thank you for giving us constant guidance with your unending patience in bringing out the best in us. Thank you for the coaxing and the knowledge which you have imparted. To Ms. Sothees, my Economics lecturer, I now realize that it is okay to contribute to the unemployment rate, just as long as we know that we fall in the 4% category, to some lecturers who threatened us that if we do not speak English in class, Hertfordshire would fail us. I’d also like to thank my final year lecturers, Mr. Dennis - for making marketing class interesting, Ms. Kannaki – teaching us the loopholes to avoid being dismissed or terminated in Industrial Relation, Ms. Catherine – providing funny examples which made us understand better for International Marketing and Mr. Neo – for going through case study after case study with us which made us realize that some strategies are not so strategic after all in Strategy Management class. Not forgetting Ms. Fauziah and Ms. Sharifah who took place as our Mamas in college.

To the Management of Inti and UH,

Thank you for the wholesome education which you have provided us throughout our college years. Thank you for providing us a conducive learning environment that has helped us shaped our minds and enhanced our college experience. U.H representatives, thank you for checking on us every semester if we’re okay with our modules and whether the library has sufficient books. And to the admin staff of Inti who has been there for us all the while in ensuring a smooth studying process. To the Management of ICSJ, it is like a warzone to us EXCO, going for meetings every semester to request and demand for things which students have requested example, increasing the speed of the internet connection when it is already fast enough. On behalf of them, I’d like to thank you for letting us win all the time by accommodating to our request. Thank you.

To my dear friends,

No, you’re definitely not forgotten. Nur Azhani, Reshveen and I-Lynn, thank you for being the best groupmates I ever had although there were a lot of clash of opinions, yet we did it, not forgetting – thank you for the neat in-text citation and Harvard Referencing which earned us extra marks. To Jennifer, Nicole and Wendy, thank you for saving me when I had to find for another group due to some conflict in our class. And yes, to my darling Maldivian friend, Nada, thank you for teaching me the Maldivian culture and also the Maldivian dance. All in all, to all whom I know, the joy the laughter, the sadness that we share, these would be the memories which I will truly cherish forever. As quoted by the great Muhammad Ali – “Friendship... is not something you learn in school. But if you haven't learned the meaning of friendship, you really haven't learned anything”.

Lastly, to HOPE Foundation and to Datuk Seri Ong Tee Keat, thank you so much for subsidizing a huge lump sum of my college fee and to give me hope in joining the private institution after failing to secure a place in local universities.

My fellow graduates,

I believe it is customary for a valedictorian to give a substantial amount of inspiring and thought provoking words – I’m not sure if I’m the right person to come to. But anyhow, I’d just like to share this with you, when I entered the British American Tobacco Student Competition, I had doubts in winning the competition but I told myself that since I was already in it, why not give it the best shot, keeping a positive mind and attitude, I sure did win the competition. What I’m trying to imply here is that if you know your capabilities, go for it, on one condition – NEVER EVER DOUBT YOURSELF. Once you start doubting in yourself that is when you start to believe that the possible would be the impossible. As quoted by the great Mahatma Gandhi, Men often become what they believe themselves to be. If I believe I cannot do something, it makes me incapable of doing it. But when I believe I can, then I acquire the ability to do it even if I didn't have it in the beginning”.Just remember that what doesn’t kill us only makes us stronger. We may fall but we rise again learning what failed us and continue improving ourselves. As for today, I know and I see that everyone believed in themselves and that’s why we're all here today!

My fellow graduates,

We have come a long way, a path filled with memories and many more to come in our future endeavours. But this is THE DAY, THIS IS OUR DAY. As the saying in the Bible goes “I have fought the good fight and I have won the race”, this is the day you graduates have been fighting for, this is the day you graduates have won the race!

Remember all the while, you make the best of your own life. An excerpt from a poem by William Shakespeare reads: “All the world's a stage, And all the men and women merely players” which also mean our life is like a stage, you are your very own cast, the story depends on yourself.

With that being said, here’s to us, the future CEO of Laureate International Universities, CEO of Krispy Kreme, McDonalds and Wall-Mart, I bid you congratulations and all the best. Thank you.

Have you guessed it already?

Yup, that's him. OKMS.

Bitch, you are a Valedictorian in our eyes.
(just for including my name that many times in your speech :P )

Needn't prove it to the world/others.

Keep on striving.

Heck Yes, Brains Definitely Turn Me On.

2010-09-07T01:05:00.000-07:00

For Azhani Mohd Anil Shah whose name start with letter A, below are the analysis result :

You are not particularly romantic, but you are interested in action. You mean business. With you, what you see is what you get. You have no patience for flirting and cant be bothered with someone who is trying to be coy, cute, demure, and subtly enticing. You are an up-front person. You often don't get hints & you ever pass any. Brains turn you on. You must feel that your partner is intellectually stimulating; otherwise you will find it difficult to sustain the relationship. You require loving, cuddling, wining, and dining to know that you're being appreciated. Your mate's physical attractiveness is important for you. You tend to be very practical, & not very emotional. Your choices are very good & can only lead to trouble. You are very self satisfied & egoistic.

Right On.

Done with the entertainment,
Let's move on to the gist.

See that?

That's my ticket to New experiences :

New People.
New Environment.
New Food.
New Lifestyle.
New Home.
New Habits.
New Emotions.
Everything New
To Me At Least.

God Please Help Me Be Done With It Smoothly. Need Your Continuous Blessings & Strengths. Amin.

To Get What I Want, I Need to Be It.

Godbless.

Magnanimous? Never.

2010-09-05T12:31:00.000-07:00

How does it feel to say things and take all of them back?

The bad remarks,

The cursing,

The dark secrets,

The backstabbing.

When ALL you are & what you DO is everything that you say about them?

What kind of a person does that make you

A two faced?

Licking your own spit?

Shitting in the middle of the road and not admitting that you did?

Maybe ALL of the above.

No, I don't care about you & your deeds anymore.

Just, this post is to remind me to really not be anything like you.

It's a shame.

You can't go on trying to change the whole world, people
however hard you try, if that person doesn't want to change.
It takes thyself to change himself.

I tried countless times to help everyone I know to become what I think was ideal for them
It worked for a bit & things don't stay good for long.
So I quit trying to change people.
Cause now I know that'll never work.

Most powerful means, motivation to make change happen and last?

ONESELF.

Godbless.

Bruise!

2010-09-03T04:57:00.000-07:00

I never had bruises before. Not from doing sports, chores or whatever.
My first bruises ever, from cleaning up my drawers.
Thought I'd like to remember this. That's why it's here.
Cheers!
Salam Eid.

:D

2010-08-31T23:18:00.000-07:00

Hehehehehehehehehehehe

God please don't throw in any bad situations.
Make it happen.
Can't wait to scream my lungs out.

Help Ever, Hurt Never.

2010-08-30T11:39:00.000-07:00

It's the time of the year to give back again.
Happy Ramadhan & Eid
From M.A.S & Family.
Godbless.

Amin. One of the Concerts to Go to in My Wishlist.

2010-08-26T05:54:00.000-07:00

Ahhh it's about time!

http://www.junkonline.net/articles/3071-Paramore-Live-in-KL-19-Oct

I don't mind sleeping over the day before at the stadium.

Can't Wait.

Betrayed but Not Gonna Be Willing to Change

2010-08-25T11:44:00.000-07:00

It gets harder everyday, but I can't seem to shake the pain.

You always find an escape

Just running away, From all of the ones who love you

From everything
I'm trying to find the words to say, please stay.

Calling your name when no one's there.

I still can't believe you've found somebody new.

How could you do it?
I never saw it coming.
I need the ending.
So why can't you stay
Just long enough to explain

But I wish you the best, I guess.

No, I Don't Wanna Go.

2010-08-18T09:55:00.000-07:00

I want it

I got it

I lost it

then I found it

If you're there then I guess I'll see you when we get there

So we engrave on our graves all the things we want to say
Live and die I don't know why I've got my head up high

My life I feel like I should die I wonder why

I had it all before I had it all that's why we say
I don't want to go my life I feel like I should die I wonder why
I had it all and that's why we say
Hey but I don't want to go

So we shift and we flied for a hundred miles to get here

So why don' t you come round my way and help break this silence

I don't why I don't know if I've had it even if tried
Live and die I don't know why I've got my head up high

In Love With This One.

2010-08-18T07:09:00.000-07:00

Sometimes you have to let life turn you upside down
so you can learn how to live right side up.

Down through history men have always been measured by how hard they work and cultivated, how well the protected their wife and children. In the old days woman saw their man as conquerers, providers, heroes. But somewhere along the line that change, woman started to became their own hero, maybe it was because their man forgot to be relic or because woman don't want to be protected anymore or maybe woman had to be their own hero because of the pain they had to endure in life. But whatever the cause, the world took away a man's reason for being a man. It told him he wasn't important anymore and when that happened, it turn the whole world upside down.

Dave Johnson did give in to the temptations.
Don't blame him for being human.
But in the end, he realised what's most important.
I admire his decision, action for fighting, & saving his marriage.

Definitely one to watch, Enjoy :)

Dear Azhani Mohd Anil Shah, based PSYCHOLOGY PERSONALITY TEST, You’re a stubborn sweetheart... You “love” him/her only because he/she loves you. If his/her flame puts out, you let go with no trouble.

Heehehe

Yello!

2010-08-16T08:10:00.000-07:00

Koh Samui Getaway

Syazrina Graduated

Welcoming Baby Ariana Devi & Shiloh Alyse

Oliver Turned 23rd

.♥ ♥ ♥.

2010-07-24T03:41:00.000-07:00

Love is not what you see in the movies.
Its not the ecstasy, its not what you see in that scene, you know what I mean?

I'm telling you right now,

True love is sacrifice.

Love is thinking about others before you think about yourself

Love is selfless not selfish.

Love is when you lay down your life for another

Whether for your brother, your mother, your father or your sister

It's even laying down your life for your enemies

Love is patient, love is kind.
It does not envy, it does not boast
It is not proud.
Love is not rude, it is not self-seeking
It is not easily angered
It keeps no record of wrongs

It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, it Always perseveres

Love never fails.

Love is everlasting

It's eternal, it goes on and on, it goes beyond time

Love is the only thing that will last when you die

But ask the question why?

Do you have love?

There is no greater love than this than he who lays down his life for his friends
Now are you willing to lay down your life for your friends?
You're probably willing to lay down your life for your mother
your father, or your best friends
But are you willing to lay down your life for even those that hate you?

Love is God and God is love.

Graduated. Alhamdulillah.

2010-07-18T07:19:00.000-07:00

You and Wan Azian like this.

Azhani Mohd Anil Shah
Tu dia. Satu family :P Thank YOU for the pics :)
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Wan Azian
u too... a few more runs and u be running away from us completely :((
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Azhani Mohd Anil Shah
ahaha i'll be sure to come back, worry not. i don't forget those who remember me.
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Love Love Love Love Love Love

2010-07-17T10:23:00.000-07:00

You were everything I wanted
You were everything a guy could be
Then you left me brokenhearted
Now you don't mean a thing to me

Hate is a strong word But I really, really, really don't like you
Now that it's over

I don't even know what I liked about you
Brought you around and you just brought me down

Thought that everything was perfect
Isn't that how it's supposed to be?
Thought you thought that I was worth it
Now I think a little differently

All I wanted was your Love love love love love love

Now that it's over you can't hurt me
Now that it's over you can't bring me down

Eagles

2010-07-10T10:31:00.001-07:00

Thank You Allah for the blessings.

Ashamed & Proud Of

2010-07-09T10:35:00.000-07:00

Some things we don't talk about better do without. Just hold a smile. We're falling in and out of love the same damn problem together all the while. You can never say never. While we don't know when time and time again younger now than we were before.

We're pulling apart and coming together again and again

We're growing apart but we pull it together.

Pull it together, together again.

I will be your guardian when all is crumbling

steady your hand

Don't Let Me Go.

Sweet Gesture

2010-06-22T10:23:00.001-07:00

I was on my way home from netball practice,

made a turn at a junction towards home,

came this girl in her car on the other side of the road,

I recognise her cute face

waved hi to her

looked over in the rear mirror,

she had turned her car around,

and went to the same direction as i was,

came and picked me up for dinner with her and my sis.

Anyone should've seen her expression when she had saw me wave my hand towards her,

and the way she handled the steering.

The cutest gesture ever.

Thank You for making my night ;)

You're like a relative to me.

Much Love!

Nadirah Hani Rodzi

Crash & Burn. I Think Sometimes You Forget Where The Heart Is.

2010-06-19T23:24:00.000-07:00

True friends will go to the ends of the earth to find the things you need.
Friends hang on through the ups and downs cause they've got someone to believe in.

No Need to Pretend.

A true friend,
You're here till the end, you pull me aside when something ain't right
You've got a million ways to make me laugh
You're looking out for me you've got my back
It's so good to have you around

( Another Excellent Movie By An Indian Filmmaker,
Portrays the Values of True Friendships)

If you haven't already know, I miss you.

You used to always be there for me, to always comfort, need, want me around.

How could you forget, stop doing those.

You've turned into someone I couldn't recognise,

yet I couldn't stop thinking bout us,

our times together.

Why did you pull away, why do u put me on mute.

Hear Me Out, I need you.

You used to need me too.

Reach to me,

Tell me what I should do.

Waking up from this nightmare.

How's your life?

What's it like there?

Is it all what you want it to be?

Does it hurt when you think about me?

and how broken my heart is.

It's okay to be angry and never let go

It only gets harder the more that you know

When you get lonely, if no one's around

You know that I'll catch you when you're falling down

We came together but you left alone

and I know how it feels to walk out on your own

Maybe someday I will see you again

and you'll look me in my eyes and call me your friend.

My motive wasn't to catch a movie at the cinemas.

It was to pass to you those stuff.

Seriously, do something.

Where is your lively soul at?

Save US.

I'm almost on the verge of giving up now.

For Real

If I do, I won't be in touch,

I won't go near you,

I won't acknowledge you.

I don't want that,

but I want you to want the same.

If the past is the problem,

Our future could solve them.

Save The Child

2010-06-19T21:53:00.001-07:00

The loudest and most terrifying scream I have ever heard was at a mall in KL yesterday.

My fam and I had gone into a department store, tired from walking about around all of the booths at the education fair, I found a place to rest my feet while my fam continued shopping.

I was adjusting myself comfortably on the chair. 10 mins later I heard a loud fall, thought somebody had dropped items on the floor, found out a child fell off a flight of a moving escalator right above where I was sitting.

A loud cry followed accompanied with a long scream and everyone had gathered to the area where the seating, rest area was. I remained seated not to complicate the situation. People around were panicking, I stood up and moved away, close to my fam as they were approaching to the cashier.

The only thing I saw was a tilted baby stroller on a moving escalator, A man with an infant in his hand. Didn't know what really happened.

Soon as we're done with everything, we had gone up (where the accident occured) to exit the store, and the staffs were talking to each other about what had happened and we somewhat overheard it. Said, the parent of the child told the maid to push the stroller, maybe the belt wasn't fastened, maybe the maid had difficulties maneuvering the stroller. Wallahualam.

I hope and pray that the child would be alright. Amin.

My heart never knew such scare, there's always something to learn from wherever we go, whatever we do.

Noted God.

Sweet Soul.

2010-06-18T06:51:00.000-07:00

Thanks for the treats (:

This girl is an amazing being.
Truly an individual, respectful, one who never forgets.
She'd come to pay us a visit everytime she's back home.

God bless your beautiful self,

Adlina

♥

It's Been A While

2010-06-16T04:52:00.000-07:00

Adeline Tan

Guess what brought this gal over to my place?

Cuppies.

Ady's sister ordered some from Syazzy therefore her first ever visit to my house.

Thanks for your support :)

Do check this out

http://syazzycuppycakes.blogspot.com/

Take Care

Again, I Am Repeating Myself.

2010-06-10T00:16:00.001-07:00

I don't have no reason to do it, i just did it.

HOLD UP!
You don't even know my purpose, guess that means I serve none.

I added you, I discard you. It's all my effort.

Don't see any point of having somebody like that.

All I ever gotten was restricted access anyways. Might as well be exposed to nothing.

I'll be out of your way.

ALL IS FAIR

When and if you feel i ever have a reason or play a part in your heart, life.

Just reach out, i'll be around, there, wherever.

LIVE, LOVE, GET BURN, LEARN & COME BACK UP. STRONG.

It's TIME.
Least am nice enough to leave an explanation and not leave you hanging with no answer.

"Don't get mad when a girl cares too much.

Worry when they start to not give a fuck."

Well, Enough Said.

Nobody Has It Easy

2010-06-02T08:18:00.000-07:00

nobody really knows

how to make it work, or how to ease the hurt

Wishful Thinking. All That It Ever Was.

2010-05-29T08:12:00.000-07:00

I Don't Know What This Ever Really Mean To You

I Will Never Ask If You Don't Ever Tell Me

I Know You Well Enough To Know

You NEVER Loved Me

Hoping For The Best Just Hoping Nothing Happens.

Up Up Up

2010-04-29T12:40:00.000-07:00

Dear Allah,

Please give me strength to live every day.

♥

You Change Your Mind & Turn Your Back On Me.

2010-04-26T08:25:00.000-07:00

Found this on my fb draft? Guess was supposed to blog bout it sometime back but didn't have the time/chance to. So yea. Here goes.

Azhani,You’re the best thing that ever happened to me. I can’t imagine not having u around in my life. When im sad, even when im happy, u always know how to comfort me, keep me happy. u always know the right word to say to me. Ive been asking myself this question over and over again, how come I love you so much. To be honest, I couldn’t find the answer to that till now. Probably because of that smile of yours that makes me melt all the time. Probably because of the way u hold my hands when im sad and smile at my lame jokes. Probably because of the twisted words u uttered when we were arguing, I hate to admit that somehow it makes sense. Probably when u bosses me around and shows that u can actually rely on me,that makes me feel like im needed. So, thank you.

You granted me a wish the other day, and the truth is, I wished to be the first thing/person u ever think of every morning, before you go to sleep, person u always remember and love. Lets live life to the max and make full use of it since we only have 86400 secs in a day,7 days in a week, 365 days in a year and a life to live on. Last but not least, I love you,Nur Azhani.

During the first week of sem break, i spent most of my time with azhani,since she had a 4x400m event that require her to stay the whole week at some 3 star hotel next to chinatown and practice. The tournament was held at the national stadium bukit jalil and I was by her side most of the time. I wonder how could someone stand having me around all the time ;an annoying/irritating person like me. She must have been some kind of a wonder woman. :D

Sweet ain't it? Yea, that's the past

Don't know how somebody could actually turn on and off such feelings towards another.

If you do, you do, right?

I don't ever get it.

I REFUSE to understand that.

Cheers.

:)

2010-04-20T02:50:00.000-07:00

School is over,

Friendships remain.

♥

(:

2010-03-23T06:49:00.000-07:00

Tom:

"Nobody in the world makes me laugh the way you do.

You're my best friend.

I just wanna be with you"

Hold up, Hold on, Don't be scared,

You'll never change what's been and gone

May your smile, Shine on,Don't be scared,

Your destiny may keep you warm.

Just take what you need,

And be on your way and

Stop crying your heart out

Made of Honor (2008)

You Bet Ya!

2010-03-20T12:48:00.000-07:00

Hiya,want updates?

I won a dinner bet at Chillis sometime last week. It was cool. Even had few curious classmates Googled about the date of my winning, they thought it has got something to do with celebrating national festive. Didn't know our little bet got them behaving such way.
Haha.

Am in it for a bigger prize.

"i'd give it a year. we bet on trip to our Jaan's homeland this time - Maldives"

21/3/2011 mark the date!

Am gonna repeat the win, Jeah.

It's bloody 4am now, Thanks for making my day by extending the bet.

Don't weep, cause YOU ask for it Oliver Kau Mun Seng!

Poem from CSW

2010-02-25T09:14:00.000-08:00

I was late for class the other day. Right after I settled in, I received a text from CSW asking to tell more about me. I was taken by surprise and just told him to write what he knows of me. So here goes, a poem by my talented friend :p ...

it was a dead dark night ,rain was pouring ,
the road was slippery and do you remember the bang which brings us together ?

a dented car in result ,
you came out from your vehicle ,
came out 3 of us , of which my bro , nic and i ,
that was a night to remember .

i remember the day i first saw you at college ,
you are one in a million ,
a kind hearted and yet ferocious ,
that is what i remember you .

February 24 at 10:09pm

Thanks man. Keep it coming!
(:

NAMAS is Back!

2010-02-18T02:00:00.000-08:00

Hell o Bloggie.

No, I don't come to you only when i'm upset. Don't be hatin'.
So yea, here i am, rock u like a hurricane!

Yep, IT's OVER. Yet AGAIN. I don't know what, why or how it happened. Never saw it comin'. But yeah, it's done for good.

Do YOU believe that everything happens for a reason? I believe, so or least I think so. Seeing him happy, celebrating others, lighting candles for somebody, sitting next to another gender, taking pics, going for movies, holding hands with girls, and God knows whatever else he's done, THAT STINKS but hey who am I to say, we're just friends now. Good on you, buddy, be happy.

I don't know why but everytime i see such pics, it feels like some elephant sit on my tiny heart, literally.Which in real life would be fatal or causing sudden death.Crazy heart. Such feelings please go away and never return! NOT being informed, missing out on things, events SUCK. NOT getting texts BURNS. NOT receiving handmade, stuff with love and NOT hanging out as often is a BITCH. Well, need to get used to all those. Somebody help me? Nah uh, I'll take care of that myself. Thanks anyways!

This is what I look like after crying :P

and I think i know the cause of the stye on my left eye. hahahaha maybe i should stop doing it. Noted God!

to THOSE who actually gives a damn bout me and read my every post,
God Bless YOU.
♥ Azhani

Bloggie

2010-01-28T09:37:00.000-08:00

Hellooo Bloggie.

Haven't been writing for a while now. In no mood to share. Just saying that you're not forgotten.

Never will be (:

Kau Meng Ar !

2009-12-14T11:16:00.000-08:00

HELP ME GET STARTED

With doing assignments and i should really be revising for finals, sitting for it for the last time in April/May 2010. The feeling is worse than having 10 days of diarrhea continuously + not being able to watch NE-YO perform (maybe) + period cramp.

HELP

Not Down With Putting Up A Fight.

2009-11-27T12:02:00.000-08:00

According to him
I'm beautiful, incredible, he can't get me out of his head.
I'm funny, irresistible, everything he ever wanted.

Everything is opposite,
I don't feel like stopping it

So baby tell me what I got to lose.

Break

2009-11-24T10:20:00.000-08:00

The tragedy, it seems unending
I'm watching everyone I looked up to break and bending
We're taking shortcuts and false solutions
Just to come out the hero

It's all wrong, the way we're working
Towards a goal that's non-existent
It's not existent, but we just keep believing

And the worst part is
Before it gets any better
We're headed for a cliff
And in the free fall
I will realize I'm better off
When I hit the bottom

I wanna know what it'd be like
To find perfection in my pride
To see nothing in the light
I'll turn it off, in all my spite
In all my spite, I'll turn it off
Just turn it off
Again, again, again

Bah perfect lines to describe what we were, are

don't want to know the future of it.

Just turn it off

for now.

Why, why, does he do me that way?

Remember That Feeling.

2009-11-21T07:50:00.000-08:00

You
can
save
your
bloody
black
metal
for some *******

I'm never getting on it again

EVER.

Cheers.

Complaints?

2009-11-09T08:00:00.000-08:00

2:16am Shiva
u r very distinctive

2:16am Azhani
oh wow. thank u.
in a good way i hope
ahahah

2:17am Shiva
u look great
i love the hair
the outfit
yr spirit
nothing 2 complain

2:17am Azhani
thank u so much. that's the most compliments i've ever received.

2:18am Shiva
oh yes! one complaint
the guest don hav name tag
this is bcos
i don know who is the cute guy
hahah

2:18am Azhani
haha ur asking for much now.
will do for d next one, if there's any and if he's coming :P

You never know what kind of impression you leave on people.
Be good, be helpful, be grateful.
Godbless.

Risk Worth Taking.

2009-11-05T09:27:00.000-08:00

Can't change your mind,
Can't change your attitude,
Definitely can't change YOU.

So, I'm gonna say, do nothing.

See it however you want to,
I'm done explaining (:

Out of Luck.

2009-10-29T09:29:00.000-07:00

Five precious words that came out from Busu's Mouth

Aduh Sakit Tau.......Grandma Ni!

My Aunt, Busu ran to stop a moving bus that my grandma was supposed to get on. She ran and stumbled upon a bum and fell or should i say flew about two feet away. And those were the words she uttered out loud. The superwoman managed to stop the bus though and grandma has safely reached JB. Just few hours after resting, she had sprayed some shieldtox on the floor cause there were ants at the living hall, guess what happened while she was spraying? She trip over the liquid and 'danced' and fell again. What a day it was for her.

It was rather funny yet painful to watch.

Sayang Busu!

♥ Pa

2009-10-19T23:00:00.000-07:00

To the Man who's been there throughout our lives.
Happy 50th Birthday.
Godbless.

A Dedication to Pa.

2009-10-08T09:23:00.001-07:00

Mohamad Anil Shah Bin Abdullah.

Just Wanted to Say,
I Will Love YOU For Eternity.

Keep On Keepin' On.

2009-10-07T08:59:00.000-07:00

Whoa it sure has been a loooong time since my last post! Hee. Recaps on previous days.

Eid Went Awesome, I cherish every moment :)

1. MKT 472 Group Assignment is over, and we didn't do quite well, I think I screwed up.

2. We, BBDUH final year students had organized a health event, "Key to Healthy Living", it was a success.

3. Been resting and playing a fool in classes, haven't been concentrating cause of less contact
hours. I have two days off in a week, Monday and Wednesday.

4. I'm participating in the Malaysian Educational Institution Sports Tournament (SIPMA)
It goes on for a week or so, from 10th - 16th of October.

Call

2009-09-12T22:02:00.000-07:00

Ms. Farzena from SSD just called, asking whether if I would be interested to work with Inti in the Marketing and Sales Dept. after graduating. I told her why not though Dad has something else planned out for me. I was dumbfounded and started giggling away. Tah pape.

Takmo group assignment :(
So it begins...
Arrrr!

Done Done On To The NEXT One!

2009-09-12T21:26:00.000-07:00

All individual assignments are over. Well hopefully! Can't imagine what the grades will be :)

I got home using a cab service yesterday cause I didn't have my 'clk' with me and Dad was at the airport with fam and Faiz had something going. After years of not going into a cab, I did so again alone. The first cab I saw, I asked " Uncle, pegi usj 1 tak?" The cab driver replied " hmmm 20RM sekarang jamm la adek" I told him to forget about it, "Takpelah, boleh naik bas 20 kali" Then he smiled cynically. Padan muka kau. Nak 20RM from ss15 to USJ 1? What nonsense. The second cab I see, I opened the car door and asked, " Uncle can you take me to usj 1?" He politely replied "7RM". I hopped in and complained to him about the earlier cab driver. He just responded with a smile. While stuck in traffic, he had asked me, "u christian ka?". I was like eh apasal pulak christian. I told him that I am a muslim then he replied with another query, "kenapa tak pakai tudung, ada puasa tak?" Ya rabbi banyak pulak tanya. I answered all the questions politely and when I've reached home, I thanked him for the service.
Macam macam (:

Got home and threw my bag on the floor and slept throughout the day until buka. Was too tired and I got upset with everybody, tade mood nak buat ape pon. Then Ma said, "Adek siap, jom pegi subang parade" Uh.

Sampai2 terus cari kerusi. I was too sleepy to even walk around. Ahaha. Then Ma wanted to get some stuff from cold storage. I wandered around and look for something to munch. Found something comel. Strawberry sweets, wrapped in pink with a dinosour logo on it. Bought it and happy terus lepas tu.

Next Pa said "jom makan". So we went to Hassan's at ss15. Food again yeaay. I ordered some chicken wings and that made me happy the rest of the night. Ayaaaam!

What a day it was.

Your Cursings & Blessings Came True.

2009-09-11T09:11:00.000-07:00

There's no better way to explain THIS, so here goes (:

Aaaar

2009-09-10T11:14:00.000-07:00

What do you do when you got fed up from doing assignments?

Bite your ipod.

Aurat.

2009-09-06T23:28:00.000-07:00

Abide?

Why Don't I?

When Will I?

It's Tonight

2009-09-05T01:31:00.000-07:00

You were never satisfied no matter how I tried
Now you wanna say goodbye to me
Love is one big illusion I should try to forget
but there is something left in my head

Dear Beloved.

2009-09-05T00:34:00.000-07:00

PEOPLE COME INTO YOUR LIFE FOR A REASON

People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime.
When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person.

When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on.

Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn. They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh. They may teach you something you have never done. They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy. Believe it, it is real. But only for a season.

LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons, things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation. Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life. It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant .

Thank you for being a part of my life,

whether you were a reason, a season or a lifetime.

Something More.

2009-09-02T20:35:00.000-07:00

Am I Rude?

That's a matter of perspective (:

Annoyed.

2009-08-28T09:31:00.000-07:00

Guilty for having McD's sundae.
It was just irresistible.
Everybody was walking with it in front of me.

Swear.

Updates on assignments :
MKT 473 - a quarter of it done
HRM 466 - every info is jumbled up
MGT 423 - haven't even started

All three are due in a/two weeks to come.

AWESOME ;)

Lads.

2009-08-21T23:16:00.000-07:00

I am least comfortable talking to strangers for a specific purpose.
Especially with the women.
Be it younger, the same age and even older.
They tend to get very suspicious, rude and judgmental when a person approaches her.
There's a difference being protective and defensive.
I wasn't gonna steal your partner or anything from you!
What an experience!
To show my 'gratitude' towards all the small minded ladies,
This is the kind of expression I would show to you, IF ONLY we were to meet again

Though there are a handful of decent ladies, cheers to them (:
but I work better with the opposite gender,
less emotions involved.

Heal the People.

2009-08-19T09:13:00.000-07:00

I was supposed to work on the assignments
Guess what I ended up doing?
Going on facebook and eating.
Hadoi.

What kind of a person/friend makes another go on a trial or probation period?

Such selfish world.

If I'm worth it, you'd appreciate me better and needn't all this shit

Current Urge

2009-08-16T02:47:00.001-07:00

I really need to get started with doing assignments.
Where are YOU, Mr. Will?!

I need YOU
come quick

Under the Sea

2009-08-14T08:43:00.000-07:00

NO, THIS ISN'T MANSLAUGHTER
:P

Pa brought home a 37kg load of seafood from Sabah.

That's me, busy wrapping them fishes. Don't mind my face, cause I slept the whole day and haven't taken a shower while doing it.

My favourite sea creature, KETAM! :P

I love prawns too, hopefully with such amount of seafood, I'd gain some weight. 5kgs or more maybe ;)

Singing while unpacking, Say hi to Busu :P

Alhamdulillah for the rezeki :)

NIL

2009-08-14T07:11:00.000-07:00

Note to Self :
Never Invite Ingrates for ANYthing at all EVER.
Not that I don't already know it, but I just need to get burn for trillionth times to finally stop.

YOU said : "I Love YOU"
I say : MY ASS

What a Bitch.

NO, I'm not hateful, just saying the truth
(:

Anyone Else but YOU.

2009-08-13T12:37:00.000-07:00

Have you ever wondered which hurts the most:
saying SOMETHING and wishing you had not, or
saying NOTHING, and wishing you had?

We Sure Are Cute for Two Ugly People ;)

Meet my buddy since high school times.

We come to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly.

Juno

2009-08-12T11:05:00.000-07:00

Juno MacGuff: I think I'm in love with you.
Paulie Bleeker: You mean as friends?
Juno MacGuff: No... I mean for real. 'Cause you're, like, the coolest person I've ever met, and you don't even have to try', you know...
Paulie Bleeker: I try really hard, actually.

- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -

Mac MacGuff: Look, in my opinion, the best thing you can do is find a person who loves you for exactly what you are. Good mood, bad mood, ugly, pretty, handsome, what have you, the right person is still going to think the sun shines out your ass. That's the kind of person that's worth sticking with.

It is sometimes insane knowing that what is portrayed in movies actually happen in real life.
This one in particular and plenty more ;)

Fans?

2009-08-10T10:49:00.000-07:00

Turtle Eggs.

2009-08-09T11:24:00.000-07:00

I had my first one when I was 4 y/o, the next few were sometime in late 90's and some tomorrow.
This time, Thanks to our new back neighbour for their generosity of sharing some of these with us.

I love ALL kinds of egg.
EGGS RULE! :P

Jewels.

2009-08-06T09:10:00.000-07:00

Tan I- Lynn
A sweet, innocent, talented young lady.
We've known each other since Level 1, we were groupmates for few assignments. She was rather quiet and reserved, an individual who is easy and encouraging to work with. She rarely or should I say never say no to any ideas. Thank YOU for being such a dear to me although sometimes you can't really stand my mood swings, though you always try your hardest to cope ;)

Reshveen Kaur Sekhon
Where do I begin?
Haha, A lovely, emotional and compassionate girl.
We met on the first day of college during orientation. She was rather reluctant to say hi to me, but eventually did after few weeks classes began. Her utmost favourite topic to discuss is anything related to her family, nephews, weddings and etc. Rather unpredictable, she's learned how to fight for her rights better now. Thank YOU for sticking with me and always tolerate my delays in doing assignments! ;)

Cheers to our friendships ladies!

This post is a reply to I-Lynn's,
"Dedicate 2 my 2 Dear Friends"
http://i-lynn1101.blogspot.com/

Mee and Card.

2009-08-05T11:10:00.000-07:00

No this isn't an adv. for the restaurant.
Ms. Cassie had bought me some bites earlier.
I've no idea why she did it.
It rained quite a bit today, I lent her my umbrella.
Upon returning it to me she said, "I've something for you"
I asked her what it was and why did she get it for me? she replied
"I don't know, open it, it's your favourite."
Mee Goreng Mamak!
I've known Ms. Cassie since foundation year
That's really sweet of her, Thanks Much ;)

I'd bought some postcards, will use them soon. Yeay

Twenty Two

2009-08-05T09:37:00.000-07:00

I've known you since we were in level 1, we were just classmates. As time goes by we became closer. What can I say about you, A young boy at heart, sometimes overly excited, sarcastic and gets moody unnecessarily.Cheers to the friendship filled with sarcasms, fallen saliva, spitting phlegm and other disgusting stuff.
Happy 22nd Kau Mun Seng!

Leb

2009-08-02T07:26:00.000-07:00

moved on? over it? done?
NEVER

ALG

2009-07-31T05:29:00.000-07:00

On this very day, I did something I've NEVER done before.
At first, I wasn't sure I could actually do it, but I did.
It wasn't too bad, got a few stares from some but it was cool.
Gonna do it "bigger" , "better" and "longer" the next time.

Jeaaah

Videos.

2009-07-28T05:12:00.000-07:00

Unholy Confessions A7x Live in Singapore
5:22
We took a bus from Shah Alam as early as 9am, arrived at JB three hours later and my cousin sent us all the way to Singapore. Waited in line for about 3 hours, bought some snacks which costs a bomb and continued waiting. Struggled a little to get in, we were in the 3rd row, then decided to leave the pit and settle for the back row cause the crowd was extremely insane, sangat ganas. Nonetheless it was a Great experience with them.
Worth every cents and sweat.

MAPCU Athletics 2009
5:35
The event was held at Majlis Sukan Negara.
Event : 4x400m Female.
We Won Bronze :)
Well Done Team INTI!

Beau Bristow Live At Inti College
4:09
Chasing Cars (cover)
One of my ultimate fav song.
Nicely Done Beau!

Really?

2009-07-26T07:58:00.000-07:00

Nur just took the "What girl are you from which girly movie." quiz and the result is Allie Hamilton from The Notebook (Rachel McAdams).

You are so special, words can not describe. People are wowed by your presence and kindness. You are torn at times between what to do in life but you always without a doubt try to do the right thing. The right thing always find you if you believe which you truly do.

How I wish all of this is TRUE.
:)

College Day 2009 at Inti University College (Nilai)

2009-07-25T08:00:00.000-07:00

Though unexpected, it was an awesome event.
Great team spirit involved.

My awesome fam came to support, Vanessa did great as usual, Kally made an accurate choice of sequence, the team performed great, Chewlian was the sweetest for removing some fallen leaf that got stuck in my hair. Haha and yea, V, I'll never forget your gestures while you were sleeping in the bus.
Enjoy them pictures.

Cheers :)

Logical & Personality Test Result from Maersk

2009-07-24T08:52:00.000-07:00

Somewhat accurate. Scoring 18/38 doesn't feel good but Sheesh, who cares?

so, Do YOU know me now?

Mesmerized

2009-07-17T09:36:00.000-07:00

I remember sometime ago, I-Lynn had mentioned to me about a particular movie and that I should really watch it. I finally watched the movie tonight. Enchanted is a fantasy + real life story sort of movie and I find it rather charming. In that movie, ada dua lagu bes, namely;
1- Amy Adams - That's How You Know
2- Jon McLaughlin - So Close
These two songs, I could somewhat connect to, and I've no idea why.
God's mysterious ways, I guess? hee
Here are some of the bits from the first song...

It's not enough to take the one you love for granted
You must remind her, or she'll be inclined to say...

"How do I know he loves me?"
(How does she know that you love her?

How do you show her you love her?)
"How do I know he's mine?"
(How does she know that you really, really, truly love her?)

You've got to show her you need her
Don't treat her like a mind reader

Each day do something to need her
To believe you love her

He'll find his own way to tell you
With the little things he'll do

That's how you know

Ajeje, I'm melting :s

Meet the ever beautiful I-Lynn

♥

Unfortunate.

2009-07-16T10:13:00.000-07:00

My bitch met with an accident earlier, Thank God all his limbs are still attached.

P/S : Remember not to mess with a speeding postman or to be on the opposite side of the road,
when you're not supposed to!

This week alone, I've heard and seen 3 road accidents of all kinds,
be it Tragic, Coincidental, even Humorous.
Motorists of Malaysia, please drive cautiously, cause
You either hit or be hit!

Take good care, people ♥

Love

2009-07-14T09:44:00.000-07:00

I've been beaten down, I've been kicked around,
But she takes it all for me.
And I lost my faith, in my darkest days,
But she makes me want to believe.

They call her love, love, love, love, love.
They call her love, love, love, love, love.
She's all I need.

Well I had my ways, they were all in vain,
But she waited patiently.
It was all the same, all my pride and shame,
And she put me on my feet.

They call her love, love, love, love, love.
They call her love, love, love, love, love.
They call her love, love, love, love, love.
She is love, and she is all I need.

Cause when that world slows down, dear.
And when those stars burn out, here.
Oh she'll be there, yes she'll be there,
They call her love, love, love, love, love.
They call her love, love, love, love, love.
They call her love, love, love, love, love.
They call her love, love, love, love, love.

She is love, and she is all I need,
She is love, and she is all I need,
She is love, and she is all I need.

Such sweet words
"She" in this song is insanely lucky.

Cheers to the man who wrote this.
♥

Can I have somebody as genuinely sweet?
Or Is that too much to ask for?
Maybe not :)
I'd wait forever if I have to.

Asses!

2009-07-13T07:38:00.000-07:00

Haven't been sleeping well, been doing assignments till late at night.
With the total of 4 Individual Assignments and 4 Group Assignments
I don't think I'll be able to sleep the way I normally do, well at least until all of this is over with.

Individual Assignment (s) :-

Course Due Date
MKT 472 July 10th '09
MKT 473 Sept 1st '09
HRM 466 Sept 4th '09
MGT 423 Sept 4th '09

Group Assignment (s) :-

MKT 472 Sept '09
MKT 473 Jan '10
HRM 466 Jan '10
MGT 423 Jan '10

Hope everything will go well.
Amin.

Truths?

2009-07-13T07:10:00.000-07:00

Truths about Men (Boys, Guys)

What boys really really want...
It depends on the AGE

1- Boys will ALWAYS be boys...
When they're 15-20, they're a total waste of your time.
Boys this age , want nothing other than the S*X word.
Nothing else is on their mind other than the question,
Do you wear a skirt?
How close they are to you depends on how
physically PRETTY you are vs. their
SELF-CONFIDENCE.

To commit yourself to a boy at this age will only reflect either
(a) Your NAIVETY belief in fairy tales
(b) Your COMMITMENT to cutting off all future choices and learning experiences

2- Boys, when they grow a bit older...
Say 21-25, start trying to land the 'perfect fish'
Again, it depends on their all important sense of self worth
They will go on the dating game with as many women as possible
under the pretext of looking for the right one.
"DOESN'T HURT TO HAVE SOME FUN WHILE YOU'RE AT IT RIGHT?"
That's their motto.

3- Boys again...
When they start figuring out what they want, they're usually 26-30 years old by now,
Then start to be more stable and reliable companions to have around.
Most boys are
NOT WORTH YOUR HEART till they are "OLD" ENOUGH to TAKE CARE OF IT

4- Breaking up is perfectly Natural...
There's no perfect Mr.Right, there's only Guy that you're most comfortable with.
It's all relativity, there's only different guys, in different phases of their lives,
who react to you based on what they want at a given time.

5- Crash and Burn...
You will probably fall in love with the "Perfect Guy" and break up & repeat the same spin
cycle at least 2 times, before you find the right "Perfect Guy" you can spend the rest of your
life with.

6- Enjoy the trip and most importantly the learning experience...
End of the day you'll settle down with the guy, who's FAULT YOU CAN PUT UP WITH
and vice versa. Live Life, live it Loud. Get burnt, get smarter, don't repeat the same.
Don't live to please others, aim to be Happy. Find value in yourself to contribute to your
world at large.

Truth be told, I miss you,
and truth be told,
I'M LYING :)

We All Have The SAME Kind of Problem.

2009-07-10T05:12:00.000-07:00

People change over time.
Be it for better or for worse.

Trust is a really powerful emotion.
Trust nobody really but your own self.
To grant trust towards others, is like giving a bit of yourself to that person.
Trusting is to feel and be vulnerable.
Only grant trust when you're completely certain about that something/somebody

(:

Most important in a friendship?
Tolerance and Loyalty.