Makan Makan?

A week long of going up and down to the hospital. Today is the most interesting day.

Brought Busu's friend along because Mama needed a massage, we were half an hour early before the visiting hours. Went to the cafeteria, waited for Kak Minah to finish her teh tarik. I decided not to order, wasn't comfortable with the surrounding. So I looked around, and sat this funny looking Aunty in a red blouse with stockings and sandal. Who wears that? She was enjoying her meal, and I think I might have looked at her for quite some time cause she was so striking. Suddenly, she stood up and brought her plate along and walked towards me. She came to me, holding her plate up and said "Banyak makan, makan,makan" or that's what I thought she said. She offered me her food. I froze and replied with a " err no, Thank You". She then walked back to her table and continued eating.

Too cute.

Horrifying at the same time.

Finals Hangover.

First day, he turned and smiled at me.

Second day, he waved at me.

Third day, I said goodbye and happy holidays.

Girls are taught a lot of stuff growing up: if a boy punches you he likes you, never try to trim your own bangs, and someday you will meet a wonderful guy and get your very own happy ending.

Every movie we see, every story we're told implores us to wait for it: the third act twist, the unexpected declaration of love, the exception to the rule but sometimes we're so focused on finding our happy ending we don't learn how to read the signs. How to tell the ones who want us from the ones who don't, the ones who will stay and the ones who will leave.

And maybe a happy ending doesn't include a guy, maybe it's you, on your own, picking up the pieces and starting over, freeing yourself up for something better in the future. Maybe the happy ending is just moving on. Or maybe the happy ending is this: knowing after all the unreturned phone calls and broken-hearts, through the blunders and misread signals, through all the pain and embarrassment... you never gave up hope.

You CAN'T force a man to love. He has to WANT to.

You CAN'T tell a man to take you to places. He has to WANT to.

Why do people like to mess up with my head before,during and even after final exams?

Godbless.

Wedded Bliss.

Congrats to the newlyweds, Nadia Hani & Erwan.

Thanks Nadirah for inviting us to your sister's beautiful wedding.

Wonder why I put up the last pic? That Uncle was the sweetest at the table. He had helped me with my food, served the rice and dishes. I didn't expect it and was awed by his gesture, couldn't stop smiling while eating. His wife was seated next to him at that time, Aunty, You are a very lucky woman! Heheh. I love weddings and old people?

Cheers & Godbless.

I Feel Like Blogging!

I had class last Wednesday, It was from 9am-12pm then 5pm-9pm. Had Mc'D for breakfast.

During the lunchbreak, I had gone to Domino's in CJ to get some bites. I'd rather do a take out when am alone. Usually I would go for rice, soup and alike if Syaz is around. So then I ordered my food, the server took a rather long time to key in my order, guess he was a new staff there. Paid for the pizza and sat for a bit. A lady in green kurung was already there waiting for her food as well. While I was pulling a chair, I smiled at her and didn't expect that she would say Hi. I replied awkwardly, with an uhm Hey. Then there was a pause. I was looking at my phone texting a friend, when I was done with it and put my phone away, she continued with a query. "So, girl are you a local?". I smirked unknowingly. Said, yes I am. She smiled and said you don't look like one, I asked why'd she say so. "It's the nose, looks like an Arab". Ahh a tanned arab? She just laughed softly. Am bad with starting/continuing conversations with strangers. It'll take me some time. This lady then ask what I was doing in Cj, said that she's a lecturer from IIUM. She had come all the way to get this special bread that the family like to have for dinner and lunch. Roti Arab of some sort? She had taken out a few from the plastic bag and showed them to me and I touched it, am not sure if it was appropriate to touch others' food but they were wrapped in plastic, assume it's alright.

Moral of the story?

I don't know.

Talking to a stranger could be fun?

She kinda made my day for whatever reason.

Her food was ready then, we shook hands and she took off with her fiery red JLB Merc.

Green building in the picture? That's where am staying as of now.

Godbless.

Everything's Changing.

You pick your words so carefully
You hate to think you're hurting me
You leave me laughing on the floor.

I thought we were just hanging out
So why'd you kiss me on the mouth?
You thought the way you taste would get me high.

You went to all your friends to brag
Guys are always such a drag

Don't you know that
I...
I DON'T give a damn about you
I WON'T give it up, no NOT for you
I'm NOT gonna cry about some stupid guy
A guy who thinks he's ALL that

Everytime you go away
It actually kinda makes my day
(:

Happy 2011

Cuppies Syaz, A'liah and I made for the New Year.

Our much needed catch up session on the first day of 2011!

Gift from lovely Izzy (:

Eizaaz spent the new year's eve at our home.

A tribute comment from a dear lecturer, Thanks for the thought. Appreciate it much (:

My 2011 started off great.
I know it's not possible to ask for a perfect life but I hope this year will be good throughout and so will the years to come.
Amin.

Godbless

Thoughtful Mates

If I could describe beauty in friendships,

It would be the littlest things that friends do for you.
May it be giving gifts, writing comments, texts, e-mails or a simple gesture of gratitude. Shows that you are in their thoughts.

My prayers are always with those who remember, appreciate and take me as I am.

And of course, I return each favour in my own ways ;)

Much ♥

Here are the stuffs from some of my precious jewels :-

Physical distance brings no significance in friendships that are built based on trust, love and care for one another.

Godbless.

Boys Will Be Boys, Yes They Will.

This the way you left me, I'm not pretending.

No hope,No love,No glory, No Happy Ending.

This the way we love, like it's forever, To live the rest of our life, but not together.

Wake up in the morning, stumble on my life, can't get no love without sacrifice.

If anything should happen, I guess I wish you well.

A little bit of heaven, but a little bit of hell.

This is the hardest story that I've ever told, happy endings gone forever more.

I feel as if I'm wasted and I'm wastin' every day.

Please don't worry bout me I'm fine, Trust me when I say that I'll be okay,

Go on, Boy.

Give me reason but don't give me choice.

Cause I'll just make the same mistake again.

And maybe someday we will meet, and maybe talk and not just speak.

Godbless.

What A Week!

POKE YOU?

FINALS!

What a week it was!

* I failed the JPA test, well I sort of expected it.
* I got blood clot on my toes, the first time ever getting it from doing sports after 22 years
of my life.
* Slammed my finger on the sliding door.
* Spilled water on my phone.

On the contrary,

* Celebrated parents' awesome 25th Wedding Anniversary at 3 different venues.
* Went to Christmas party at Roy's with fun mates.
* Met a few interesting people with interesting encounters ;) [Florist, BR, MPSJ]


This is the part of my life where I experience good & bad at once.
I cannot describe the feeling, but I guess it is just part of being alive.
Godbless.

Foxy.

Thank You For The Gorgeous Gifts.

A two way route it, we will be

Godbless (:

Dec Itinerary

Get Married?

Sometime last week, during breaktime.......

Anon : "You shouldn't be here, you should find someone, get married and live happily."

Me : "Errr excuse me?"

This is the second time I was asked whether if I had a boyfriend/spouse/someone.

It was rather weird. This person is somewhat old, er much older than I am, I think.

Someone I got to know just recently and somewhat earned my respect not by choice.

Me : "I am too young for that shit and definitely not ready."

Anon : "Why not?"

Me : "Again am only 22. I haven't lived yet. I mean not lived long enough to experience that yet and am not here to look for a potential husband."

Anon : "Ahh it's either you are ambitious or you've had bad experience"

Me : "The latter."

Anon : "No wonder."

Me : "How'd you figure? "

Anon : "I teach ** maaa, of course I know"

I laughed cynically and continued with doing my work.

One of the weirdest conversation I've ever had with somebody of such position.

I guess that person meant no harm.

But why was I asked such questions, do I appear desperate/like i don't belong in the group?

Who Cares.

I gave you everything, but it just wasn't enough, to make you stay

You said you'd give me time and space again

I asked to see you everyday

Now I'm waiting four years just to feel your touch, waiting four whole years to say how much I care

The flowers I gave you, died, lost and been thrown away, just like me

Life has passed me by, reflected in my eye

Never again will I have you beside me, you to be there

The years behind cost more than I'll ever have,

More than I’ll ever have,

More than I will ever have

Now I'm waiting four years just to hear your voice, waiting four whole years to lie right by your side

I waited all this time, just to see hear your voice

I waited all this time to say how much I care.

The system in mmu is such everything is online. I was exposed with similar system in Inti but then it wasn't so much dependent on it solely. Still adjusting myself to get used to checking the system frequently so I don't miss out on any detail. I used to have Reshveen printing every notes, cases, outlines. Now it's all on me.

MMU is very different. The campus is bigger in size, the people are somewhat more diverse than at Inti Subang. I get weird expressions and comments here from random individuals and coursemates. They're not cynical or degrading comments, just compliments and disbelief remarks.

Living away from home is a bitch. No home cooked food on weekdays. In a different light, am grateful that I don't have to stay at the hostel and the pad we're renting is cosy.

My Sis and I, we have been actively going for netball practice. Our only outdoor activity for now. Aside from swimming for Syaz.

More updates soon!

This Saturday will be the day i sit for my PTD exam. Hope everything will go smoothly. Especially with Math & History questions!

Godbless.

More Exams? For A Job.

The number of/details about the exams

The time for each slot

Aaaaaaah.

"Take learning as a fun thing to do, a beautiful journey NOT a chore or a burden"
My OB lecturer's take on education.

Wooh Fierce Predictions.

I don't believe in astrology but I love reading it for fun.
This particular one has a nice take to it.
Hence, this post ;)

Never My Intention To Brag.

PARAMORE Live in Malaysia 191010

The best concert yet. We queued outside at 4pm, entered the stadium at about 7.15, got into the 6th row filled with a bunch of stuck up college kids. Show started at 8ish, squeezed our way through right after the opening act. Managed to hustle to the front row. Ngeheh. Enjoyed the show very much.

Souvenirs from the concert :

(a) insults , curses and backmouthing from those stuck up kids
(b) bruises on our legs and hands
(c) my chest hurts still from squeezing, leaning, pushing through to the front
(d) guitar pick!
(e) sweet sweet memories.

Made friends with some of the fans. I remember pushing a few guys who are much bigger than i am, taught a dude who came alone to the concert how to secure the front spot but he ended up standing behind of me throughout the show. He even asked whether if it's alright to lean his head on my shoulder cause he was tired/couldn't breathe or something like that. Said do what you have to dude, it's cool. Met a few familiar faces from school. Juniors mostly, Adlina, Irfaan and I don't remember his name, let's just call him cute nerd. And stupid Oliver was there too.

Syaz & Mil are such awesome concert buds.

More to come, God Willing. Cheers!

Back To School!

My Beautiful Chest X-Ray

Handbook, Freebie & Confirmation Letter.

Believe it or not, am going to Graduate School.
Please Allah, let this be a smooth sailing journey.
Protect me from all the bad and evil & Provide me with strengths and guidance.
Amin.

Godbless.

Spot On.

Work.

My first job offer after graduating.

Why do things happen without our consent?

Guess it's true what they say about life.

Full of unexpected events, surprises.

Godbless.