Nobody Has It Easy

nobody really knows

how to make it work, or how to ease the hurt

Wishful Thinking. All That It Ever Was.

I Don't Know What This Ever Really Mean To You

I Will Never Ask If You Don't Ever Tell Me

I Know You Well Enough To Know

You NEVER Loved Me

Hoping For The Best Just Hoping Nothing Happens.

Up Up Up

Dear Allah,

Please give me strength to live every day.

♥

You Change Your Mind & Turn Your Back On Me.

Found this on my fb draft? Guess was supposed to blog bout it sometime back but didn't have the time/chance to. So yea. Here goes.

Azhani,You’re the best thing that ever happened to me. I can’t imagine not having u around in my life. When im sad, even when im happy, u always know how to comfort me, keep me happy. u always know the right word to say to me. Ive been asking myself this question over and over again, how come I love you so much. To be honest, I couldn’t find the answer to that till now. Probably because of that smile of yours that makes me melt all the time. Probably because of the way u hold my hands when im sad and smile at my lame jokes. Probably because of the twisted words u uttered when we were arguing, I hate to admit that somehow it makes sense. Probably when u bosses me around and shows that u can actually rely on me,that makes me feel like im needed. So, thank you.

You granted me a wish the other day, and the truth is, I wished to be the first thing/person u ever think of every morning, before you go to sleep, person u always remember and love. Lets live life to the max and make full use of it since we only have 86400 secs in a day,7 days in a week, 365 days in a year and a life to live on. Last but not least, I love you,Nur Azhani.

During the first week of sem break, i spent most of my time with azhani,since she had a 4x400m event that require her to stay the whole week at some 3 star hotel next to chinatown and practice. The tournament was held at the national stadium bukit jalil and I was by her side most of the time. I wonder how could someone stand having me around all the time ;an annoying/irritating person like me. She must have been some kind of a wonder woman. :D

Sweet ain't it? Yea, that's the past

Don't know how somebody could actually turn on and off such feelings towards another.

If you do, you do, right?

I don't ever get it.

I REFUSE to understand that.

Cheers.

:)

School is over,

Friendships remain.

♥

(:

Tom:

"Nobody in the world makes me laugh the way you do.

You're my best friend.

I just wanna be with you"

Hold up, Hold on, Don't be scared,

You'll never change what's been and gone

May your smile, Shine on,Don't be scared,

Your destiny may keep you warm.

Just take what you need,

And be on your way and

Stop crying your heart out

Made of Honor (2008)

You Bet Ya!

Hiya,want updates?

I won a dinner bet at Chillis sometime last week. It was cool. Even had few curious classmates Googled about the date of my winning, they thought it has got something to do with celebrating national festive. Didn't know our little bet got them behaving such way.
Haha.

Am in it for a bigger prize.

"i'd give it a year. we bet on trip to our Jaan's homeland this time - Maldives"

21/3/2011 mark the date!

Am gonna repeat the win, Jeah.

It's bloody 4am now, Thanks for making my day by extending the bet.

Don't weep, cause YOU ask for it Oliver Kau Mun Seng!