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Dear Allah,

Please give me strength to live every day.

♥

You Change Your Mind & Turn Your Back On Me.

Found this on my fb draft? Guess was supposed to blog bout it sometime back but didn't have the time/chance to. So yea. Here goes.

Azhani,You’re the best thing that ever happened to me. I can’t imagine not having u around in my life. When im sad, even when im happy, u always know how to comfort me, keep me happy. u always know the right word to say to me. Ive been asking myself this question over and over again, how come I love you so much. To be honest, I couldn’t find the answer to that till now. Probably because of that smile of yours that makes me melt all the time. Probably because of the way u hold my hands when im sad and smile at my lame jokes. Probably because of the twisted words u uttered when we were arguing, I hate to admit that somehow it makes sense. Probably when u bosses me around and shows that u can actually rely on me,that makes me feel like im needed. So, thank you.

You granted me a wish the other day, and the truth is, I wished to be the first thing/person u ever think of every morning, before you go to sleep, person u always remember and love. Lets live life to the max and make full use of it since we only have 86400 secs in a day,7 days in a week, 365 days in a year and a life to live on. Last but not least, I love you,Nur Azhani.

During the first week of sem break, i spent most of my time with azhani,since she had a 4x400m event that require her to stay the whole week at some 3 star hotel next to chinatown and practice. The tournament was held at the national stadium bukit jalil and I was by her side most of the time. I wonder how could someone stand having me around all the time ;an annoying/irritating person like me. She must have been some kind of a wonder woman. :D

Sweet ain't it? Yea, that's the past

Don't know how somebody could actually turn on and off such feelings towards another.

If you do, you do, right?

I don't ever get it.

I REFUSE to understand that.

Cheers.

:)

School is over,

Friendships remain.

♥

(:

Tom:

"Nobody in the world makes me laugh the way you do.

You're my best friend.

I just wanna be with you"

Hold up, Hold on, Don't be scared,

You'll never change what's been and gone

May your smile, Shine on,Don't be scared,

Your destiny may keep you warm.

Just take what you need,

And be on your way and

Stop crying your heart out

Made of Honor (2008)

You Bet Ya!

Hiya,want updates?

I won a dinner bet at Chillis sometime last week. It was cool. Even had few curious classmates Googled about the date of my winning, they thought it has got something to do with celebrating national festive. Didn't know our little bet got them behaving such way.
Haha.

Am in it for a bigger prize.

"i'd give it a year. we bet on trip to our Jaan's homeland this time - Maldives"

21/3/2011 mark the date!

Am gonna repeat the win, Jeah.

It's bloody 4am now, Thanks for making my day by extending the bet.

Don't weep, cause YOU ask for it Oliver Kau Mun Seng!

Poem from CSW

I was late for class the other day. Right after I settled in, I received a text from CSW asking to tell more about me. I was taken by surprise and just told him to write what he knows of me. So here goes, a poem by my talented friend :p ...

it was a dead dark night ,rain was pouring ,
the road was slippery and do you remember the bang which brings us together ?

a dented car in result ,
you came out from your vehicle ,
came out 3 of us , of which my bro , nic and i ,
that was a night to remember .

i remember the day i first saw you at college ,
you are one in a million ,
a kind hearted and yet ferocious ,
that is what i remember you .

February 24 at 10:09pm

Thanks man. Keep it coming!
(:

NAMAS is Back!

Hell o Bloggie.

No, I don't come to you only when i'm upset. Don't be hatin'.
So yea, here i am, rock u like a hurricane!

Yep, IT's OVER. Yet AGAIN. I don't know what, why or how it happened. Never saw it comin'. But yeah, it's done for good.

Do YOU believe that everything happens for a reason? I believe, so or least I think so. Seeing him happy, celebrating others, lighting candles for somebody, sitting next to another gender, taking pics, going for movies, holding hands with girls, and God knows whatever else he's done, THAT STINKS but hey who am I to say, we're just friends now. Good on you, buddy, be happy.

I don't know why but everytime i see such pics, it feels like some elephant sit on my tiny heart, literally.Which in real life would be fatal or causing sudden death.Crazy heart. Such feelings please go away and never return! NOT being informed, missing out on things, events SUCK. NOT getting texts BURNS. NOT receiving handmade, stuff with love and NOT hanging out as often is a BITCH. Well, need to get used to all those. Somebody help me? Nah uh, I'll take care of that myself. Thanks anyways!

This is what I look like after crying :P

and I think i know the cause of the stye on my left eye. hahahaha maybe i should stop doing it. Noted God!

to THOSE who actually gives a damn bout me and read my every post,
God Bless YOU.
♥ Azhani