You Change Your Mind & Turn Your Back On Me.

Found this on my fb draft? Guess was supposed to blog bout it sometime back but didn't have the time/chance to. So yea. Here goes.

Azhani,You’re the best thing that ever happened to me. I can’t imagine not having u around in my life. When im sad, even when im happy, u always know how to comfort me, keep me happy. u always know the right word to say to me. Ive been asking myself this question over and over again, how come I love you so much. To be honest, I couldn’t find the answer to that till now. Probably because of that smile of yours that makes me melt all the time. Probably because of the way u hold my hands when im sad and smile at my lame jokes. Probably because of the twisted words u uttered when we were arguing, I hate to admit that somehow it makes sense. Probably when u bosses me around and shows that u can actually rely on me,that makes me feel like im needed. So, thank you.

You granted me a wish the other day, and the truth is, I wished to be the first thing/person u ever think of every morning, before you go to sleep, person u always remember and love. Lets live life to the max and make full use of it since we only have 86400 secs in a day,7 days in a week, 365 days in a year and a life to live on. Last but not least, I love you,Nur Azhani.

During the first week of sem break, i spent most of my time with azhani,since she had a 4x400m event that require her to stay the whole week at some 3 star hotel next to chinatown and practice. The tournament was held at the national stadium bukit jalil and I was by her side most of the time. I wonder how could someone stand having me around all the time ;an annoying/irritating person like me. She must have been some kind of a wonder woman. :D

Sweet ain't it? Yea, that's the past

Don't know how somebody could actually turn on and off such feelings towards another.

If you do, you do, right?

I don't ever get it.

I REFUSE to understand that.

Cheers.