New semester begins this Monday
Wednesday, April 29, 2009
Monday, April 27, 2009
Sunday, April 26, 2009
I never knew that everything was falling through
That everyone I knew was waiting on a cue
To turn and run when all I needed was the truth
But that's how it's got to be
It's coming down to nothing more than apathy
I'd rather run the other way than stay and see
The smoke and who's still standing when it clears
I wish you were a stranger I could disengage
Just say that we agree and then never change
Soften a bit until we all just get along
But that's disregard
Find another friend and you discard
I'm becoming the part that don't last
I'm losing you and it's effortless
Without a sound we lose sight of the ground
In the throw around
Never thought that you wanted to bring it down
I won't let it go down till we torch it ourselves
Friday, April 24, 2009
"Thank you for being such a wonderful friend to me, throughout the years. I know it's been a while, but I still can't even begin to tell you just how much I miss you.
My dearest, you brought tears to my eyes… I am so thankful that I have you in my life, and the fact that my friends are very few does not upset me AT ALL, for I have you, and having YOU makes me content and pleased… I am very honored to be the well of your secrets, this means the world to me.. and I want you to know that your secrets are NEVER a burden on me
Our friendship is a miracle itself.. a bless.. a strength that enables us to go on along this bumpy road knowing things will be just fine, because at the end of the day, we know we each have someone who cares about us no matter what happens… or what wrong we may do
It is such a wonder how when it comes to us, we treat each other differently, I have never managed to treat other friends the way I treat you! I have never managed to accept their faults, nor bare with some qualities of theirs which contradict to my own.. we should not be harsh on people nor judgmental, but I am ashamed to say I have not achieved this with some people, and proud to know I can never judge you, nor feel agitated about anything you do or say.. isn’t it a wonder? Alhamdulillah, knowing there is someone in this world I feel this way about lets me realize I have been given a gift millions have never dreamed of obtaining.
I am thankful, for your friendship, for the bond that back at some point in our life was about to break, but thanks to you, to your insistence, your patience, Allah not only mended this relationship, but made it one of the rarest in this world… every time I look back at those days, I remember how bad I felt, how lonely, how tears were not only warm and bitter, but brutally stabbing my foolish heart… I Thank Allah, that these days have passed by bringing along brighter memories.. i am glad i did not leave the chance i had to go waste… for i would have ended up suffering my entire life
Many people, when they love someone truly, they keep on telling them how they will do anything in the world for their sake, it may sound to some as a scene in a movie or a chapter in a novel, it did seem so for me at some stage, but those who witness true love, understand well that these are not only some mere words that are being said and then forgotten.. it is a promise that we make without a slight thought, a swear we practice not in front of a court judge, but in front of Allah the judge of all, not because we have to, but because it pleasures our souls to do so for those who matter the most to us….
I strongly believe that Allah will grant us the wish we want more than anything in this world, the prayer I never forget to say, the need I always plead for when I pray to Allah , the relief that I strongly desire no matter how greedy it may sound… you know dear soul-mate that I cannot go on without you, nor leave without you…..
These days, saying DON’T GO seems to be stuck in my throat, i keep on reminding myself that I cannot be selfish! I shouldn’t be! Saying it would immediately make me choke with tears….
But…. Don’t go, and break this fragile heart….. but break it, only if it would help mend yours, and I mean it from the deepest point in my heart."
A letter well written, beautiful meanings.
When Facing with difficulties...
There is no reason in this world that one should : -
1. Feel/be suicidal over something or someone. ( it's simply not, NEVER worth doing so)
2. Get wasted through means such as consuming alcohol, taking drugs, turn to sex or whatever it is the "cool" "in" thing to do right now. (This will only result in short term relief and a LIFETIME REGRET, it's the truth)
3. Ruin one's life totally by not fulfilling his rightful duties may it be a job/school/being a friend/best friend/brother/sister/ son/daughter/servant to God or what not (priorities of one's
own must not be neglected just cause somebody make you feel useless, it ain't worth the suffering, for you and those who care for you)
INSTEAD, one SHOULD :
1. Pray hard, repent maybe (get close to God Almighty as He has cures to EVERYTHING)
2. Lead a normal, your usual life (one that is happy and free from worry)
3. Take up something fun, a hobby (poetry writing or such)
4. Listen to your MP3 player and scream your heart out every night. (this helps a lot, songs are
the best medicine for most heartaches)
5. Be with your FAMILY (try getting involve in every event, family is the only people who
knows you best in and out, they will never disregard you for anything like some "friends" would )
The BEST WAY OUT for ANY problem is always THROUGH.