Monday, December 14, 2009

Kau Meng Ar !


With doing assignments and i should really be revising for finals, sitting for it for the last time in April/May 2010. The feeling is worse than having 10 days of diarrhea continuously + not being able to watch NE-YO perform (maybe) + period cramp.


Friday, November 27, 2009

Not Down With Putting Up A Fight.

According to him
I'm beautiful, incredible, he can't get me out of his head.
I'm funny, irresistible, everything he ever wanted.

Everything is opposite,
I don't feel like stopping it
So baby tell me what I got to lose.

Tuesday, November 24, 2009


The tragedy, it seems unending
I'm watching everyone I looked up to break and bending
We're taking shortcuts and false solutions
Just to come out the hero

It's all wrong, the way we're working
Towards a goal that's non-existent
It's not existent, but we just keep believing

And the worst part is
Before it gets any better
We're headed for a cliff
And in the free fall
I will realize I'm better off
When I hit the bottom

I wanna know what it'd be like
To find perfection in my pride
To see nothing in the light
I'll turn it off, in all my spite
In all my spite, I'll turn it off
Just turn it off
Again, again, again

Bah perfect lines to describe what we were, are

don't want to know the future of it.

Just turn it off

for now.

Why, why, does he do me that way?

Saturday, November 21, 2009

Remember That Feeling.

for some *******

I'm never getting on it again



Monday, November 9, 2009


2:16am Shiva
u r very distinctive

2:16am Azhani
oh wow. thank u.
in a good way i hope

2:17am Shiva
u look great
i love the hair
the outfit
yr spirit
nothing 2 complain

2:17am Azhani
thank u so much. that's the most compliments i've ever received.

2:18am Shiva
oh yes! one complaint
the guest don hav name tag
this is bcos
i don know who is the cute guy

2:18am Azhani
haha ur asking for much now.
will do for d next one, if there's any and if he's coming :P

You never know what kind of impression you leave on people.
Be good, be helpful, be grateful.

Thursday, November 5, 2009

Risk Worth Taking.

Can't change your
Can't change your attitude,
Definitely can't change YOU

So, I'm gonna say, do nothing.

See it however you want to,
I'm done explaining (:

Thursday, October 29, 2009

Out of Luck.

Five precious words that came out from Busu's Mouth

Aduh Sakit Tau.......Grandma Ni!

My Aunt, Busu ran to stop a moving bus that my grandma was supposed to get on. She ran and stumbled upon a bum and fell or should i say flew about two feet away. And those were the words she uttered out loud. The superwoman managed to stop the bus though and grandma has safely reached JB. Just few hours after resting, she had sprayed some shieldtox on the floor cause there were ants at the living hall, guess what happened while she was spraying? She trip over the liquid and 'danced' and fell again. What a day it was for her.

It was rather funny yet painful to watch.

Sayang Busu!

Monday, October 19, 2009

♥ Pa

To the Man who's been there throughout our lives.
Happy 50th Birthday.

Thursday, October 8, 2009

A Dedication to Pa.

Mohamad Anil Shah Bin Abdullah.

Just Wanted to Say,
I Will Love YOU For Eternity.

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

Keep On Keepin' On.

Whoa it sure has been a loooong time since my last post! Hee. Recaps on previous days.

Eid Went Awesome, I cherish every moment :)

1. MKT 472 Group Assignment is over, and we didn't do quite well, I think I screwed up.

2. We, BBDUH final year students had organized a health event, "Key to Healthy Living", it was a success.

3. Been resting and playing a fool in classes, haven't been concentrating cause of less contact
hours. I have two days off in a week, Monday and Wednesday.

4. I'm participating in the Malaysian Educational Institution Sports Tournament (SIPMA)
It goes on for a week or so, from 10th - 16th of October.

Saturday, September 12, 2009


Ms. Farzena from SSD just called, asking whether if I would be interested to work with Inti in the Marketing and Sales Dept. after graduating. I told her why not though Dad has something else planned out for me. I was dumbfounded and started giggling away. Tah pape.

Takmo group assignment :(
So it begins...

Done Done On To The NEXT One!

All individual assignments are over. Well hopefully! Can't imagine what the grades will be :)

I got home using a cab service yesterday cause I didn't have my 'clk' with me and Dad was at the airport with fam and Faiz had something going. After years of not going into a cab, I did so again alone. The first cab I saw, I asked " Uncle, pegi usj 1 tak?" The cab driver replied " hmmm 20RM sekarang jamm la adek" I told him to forget about it, "Takpelah, boleh naik bas 20 kali" Then he smiled cynically. Padan muka kau. Nak 20RM from ss15 to USJ 1? What nonsense. The second cab I see, I opened the car door and asked, " Uncle can you take me to usj 1?" He politely replied "7RM". I hopped in and complained to him about the earlier cab driver. He just responded with a smile. While stuck in traffic, he had asked me, "u christian ka?". I was like eh apasal pulak christian. I told him that I am a muslim then he replied with another query, "kenapa tak pakai tudung, ada puasa tak?" Ya rabbi banyak pulak tanya. I answered all the questions politely and when I've reached home, I thanked him for the service.
Macam macam (:

Got home and threw my bag on the floor and slept throughout the day until buka. Was too tired and I got upset with everybody, tade mood nak buat ape pon. Then Ma said, "Adek siap, jom pegi subang parade" Uh.

Sampai2 terus cari kerusi. I was too sleepy to even walk around. Ahaha. Then Ma wanted to get some stuff from cold storage. I wandered around and look for something to munch. Found something comel. Strawberry sweets, wrapped in pink with a dinosour logo on it. Bought it and happy terus lepas tu.

Next Pa said "jom makan". So we went to Hassan's at ss15. Food again yeaay. I ordered some chicken wings and that made me happy the rest of the night. Ayaaaam!

What a day it was.

Friday, September 11, 2009

Your Cursings & Blessings Came True.

There's no better way to explain THIS, so here goes (:

Thursday, September 10, 2009


What do you do when you got fed up from doing assignments?

Bite your ipod.

Sunday, September 6, 2009



Why Don't I?

When Will I?

Saturday, September 5, 2009

It's Tonight

You were never satisfied no matter how I tried
Now you wanna say goodbye to me
Love is one big illusion I should try to forget

but there is something left in my head


Dear Beloved.


People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime.
When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person.

When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on.

Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn. They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh. They may teach you something you have never done. They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy. Believe it, it is real. But only for a season.

LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons, things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation. Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life. It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant .

Thank you for being a part of my life,
whether you were a reason, a season or a lifetime.

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

Something More.

Am I Rude?

That's a matter of perspective (:

Friday, August 28, 2009


Guilty for having McD's sundae.
It was just irresistible.
Everybody was walking with it in front of me.

Updates on assignments :
MKT 473 - a quarter of it done
HRM 466 - every info is jumbled up
MGT 423 - haven't even started

All three are due in a/two weeks to come.

Friday, August 21, 2009


I am least comfortable talking to strangers for a specific purpose.
Especially with the women.

Be it younger, the same age and even older.

They tend to get very suspicious, rude and judgmental when a person approaches her.

There's a difference being protective and defensive.
I wasn't gonna steal your partner or anything from you!
What an experience!

To show my 'gratitude' towards all the
small minded ladies,
This is the kind of expression I would show to you, IF ONLY we were to meet again

Though there are a handful of decent ladies, cheers to them (:
but I work better with the opposite gender,
less emotions involved.

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

Heal the People.

I was supposed to work on the assignments
Guess what I ended up doing?
Going on facebook and eating.

What kind of a person/friend makes another go on a trial or probation period?
Such selfish world.

If I'm worth it, you'd appreciate me better and needn't all this shit

Sunday, August 16, 2009

Current Urge

I really need to get started with doing assignments.
Where are YOU,
Mr. Will?!

I need YOU
come quick

Friday, August 14, 2009

Under the Sea


Pa brought home a 37kg load of seafood from Sabah.

That's me, busy wrapping them fishes. Don't mind my face, cause I slept the whole day and haven't taken a shower while doing it.

My favourite sea creature, KETAM! :P

I love prawns too, hopefully with such amount of seafood, I'd gain some weight. 5kgs or more maybe ;)

Singing while unpacking,
Say hi to Busu :P

Alhamdulillah for the rezeki :)


Note to Self :
Never Invite Ingrates for ANYthing at all EVER.
Not that I don't already know it, but I just need to get burn for trillionth times to finally stop.

YOU said : "I Love YOU"
I say : MY ASS

What a Bitch.

NO, I'm not hateful, just saying the truth

Thursday, August 13, 2009

Anyone Else but YOU.

Have you ever wondered which hurts the most:
saying SOMETHING and wishing you had not, or
saying NOTHING, and wishing you had?

We Sure Are Cute for Two Ugly People ;)

Meet my buddy since high school times.

We come to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly.

Wednesday, August 12, 2009


Juno MacGuff: I think I'm in love with you.
Paulie Bleeker: You mean as friends?
Juno MacGuff: No... I mean for real. 'Cause you're, like, the coolest person I've ever met, and you don't even have to try', you know...
Paulie Bleeker: I try really hard, actually.

- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -

Mac MacGuff: Look, in my opinion, the best thing you can do is find a person who loves you for exactly what you are. Good mood, bad mood, ugly, pretty, handsome, what have you, the right person is still going to think the sun shines out your ass. That's the kind of person that's worth sticking with.

It is sometimes insane knowing that what is portrayed in movies actually happen in real life.
This one in particular and plenty more ;)

Monday, August 10, 2009

Sunday, August 9, 2009

Turtle Eggs.

I had my first one when I was 4 y/o, the next few were sometime in late 90's and some tomorrow.
This time, Thanks to our new back neighbour for their generosity of sharing some of these with us.
I love ALL kinds of egg.

Thursday, August 6, 2009


Tan I- Lynn
A sweet, innocent, talented young lady.
We've known each other since Level 1, we were groupmates for few assignments. She was rather quiet and reserved, an individual who is easy and encouraging to work with. She rarely or should I say never say no to any ideas. Thank YOU for being such a dear to me although sometimes you can't really stand my mood swings, though you always try your hardest to cope ;)

Reshveen Kaur Sekhon
Where do I begin?
Haha, A lovely, emotional and compassionate girl.
We met on the first day of college during orientation. She was rather reluctant to say hi to me, but eventually did after few weeks classes began. Her utmost favourite topic to discuss is anything related to her family, nephews, weddings and etc. Rather unpredictable, she's learned how to fight for her rights better now. Thank YOU for sticking with me and always tolerate my delays in doing assignments! ;)

Cheers to our friendships ladies!

This post is a reply to I-Lynn's,

"Dedicate 2 my 2 Dear Friends"

Wednesday, August 5, 2009

Mee and Card.

No this isn't an adv. for the restaurant.
Ms. Cassie had bought me some bites earlier.
I've no idea why she did it.
It rained quite a bit today, I lent her my umbrella.
Upon returning it to me
she said, "I've something for you"
I asked her what it was and why did she get it for me? she replied

"I don't know, open it, it's your favourite."
Mee Goreng Mamak!
I've known Ms. Cassie since foundation year
That's really sweet of her, Thanks Much ;)

I'd bought some postcards, will use them soon. Yeay

Twenty Two

I've known you since we were in level 1, we were just classmates. As time goes by we became closer. What can I say about you, A young boy at heart, sometimes overly excited, sarcastic and gets moody unnecessarily.Cheers to the friendship filled with sarcasms, fallen saliva, spitting phlegm and other disgusting stuff.
Happy 22nd Kau Mun Seng!

Sunday, August 2, 2009


moved on? over it? done?

Friday, July 31, 2009


On this very day, I did something I've NEVER done before.
At first, I wasn't sure I could actually do it, but I did.
It wasn't too bad, got a few stares from some but it was cool.
Gonna do it "bigger" , "better" and "longer" the next time.

Tuesday, July 28, 2009


Unholy Confessions A7x Live in Singapore
We took a bus from Shah Alam as early as 9am, arrived at JB three hours later and my cousin sent us all the way to Singapore. Waited in line for about 3 hours, bought some snacks which costs a bomb and continued waiting. Struggled a little to get in, we were in the 3rd row, then decided to leave the pit and settle for the back row cause the crowd was extremely insane, sangat ganas. Nonetheless it was a Great experience with them.
Worth every cents and sweat.

MAPCU Athletics 2009
The event was held at Majlis Sukan Negara.
Event : 4x400m Female.
We Won Bronze :)
Well Done Team INTI!

Beau Bristow Live At Inti College
Chasing Cars (cover)
One of my ultimate fav song.
Nicely Done Beau!

Sunday, July 26, 2009


You are so special, words can not describe. People are wowed by your presence and kindness. You are torn at times between what to do in life but you always without a doubt try to do the right thing. The right thing always find you if you believe which you truly do.

How I wish all of this is TRUE.

Saturday, July 25, 2009

College Day 2009 at Inti University College (Nilai)

Though unexpected, it was an awesome event.
Great team spirit involved.
My awesome fam came to support, Vanessa did great as usual, Kally made an accurate choice of sequence, the team performed great, Chewlian was the sweetest for removing some fallen leaf that got stuck in my hair. Haha and yea, V, I'll never forget your gestures while you were sleeping in the bus.
Enjoy them pictures.

Cheers :)